February 2012
74 posts
OMG. I wish they had a pill you could take to give you motivation. I really need a whole box right now.
“I learned very early in life that I was always going to need people a little...”
We’re all architects of our own private hell No-one can hurt us like we hurt ourselves
I think I need you to be something you are not.
Just heard Young Guns Bones for the first time, awesome tune, love it! I need it to liven me up as I have a long night ahead of me doing uni work, dissertation fun… I need to persuade my supervisor to allow me to have some time off around my birthday so I can visit my brother and boyfriend. As a twin I’ve never missed spending my birthday with my brother, and with this one being the...
I really need to get up soon and do something productive… Eurrrrrgh.
Now I regret looking at other peoples marks… I wish I hadn’t. Quite a few surprises in there tbh!! But anyway, I just need to do the best I can, I hope that I can be good enough.
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I would like a guillotine. To place my head under. Cheers. Fuck my life. Right, fuck. BLAH.
Feeling very much the same… :(
“You know that place between sleeping and awake, that place where you can still...”
– James M. Barrie
Pancake day and I haven’t even seen a pancake let alone eaten one. Absolutely gutting.
So exhausted at the moment. Don’t know what is wrong with me. All I want to do is sleep. I can’t decide how I feel at the moment about anything. Things with the boyfriend feel different… Trying not to think about that too much thought, I can’t face it right now.
Horrible day. Horrible week. Could really do with a complete turn around and a lot of luck…
Time to get up in a minute and do some work…
I really need some new underwear, I am the most unsexy person on the planet right now.
Well it may have taken me all morning having backed my phone up, wiped it, updated the software and restored it, it is temporarily working. Fingers crossed it stays that way because I need to finish my dissertation intro today…
Could do without my phone dying right now… It’s really not cool.
Would really like to watch a soppy and romantic film…
I had a highly unproductive day, but I’m not going to complain because it was my own fault. Feeling a bit lonely right now, didn’t have my friends over tonight like usual. But that’s not what’s missing. I’m missing the boyfriend, the cuddles and just falling asleep in his arms. That intimacy and closeness. I spoke to him yesterday for the first time in about 5 weeks....
Such a bad day. Feeling hopeless and tired. No idea what I’m going to say tomorrow, I’ll no doubt end up looking like a fool. I wish I could do more about it, but I don’t really know what I can do. Nobody listens to anything I say.
I really wanted to go out for a meal tonight but where we are locally, not have to trek into town which costs time and money. Plus I really don’t feel in the mood for an expensive burger… What to do!?
Will I ever get to where I’d like to be?